JuSt A DiSgRaCe

It is just an embarassment to other moms when I see someone cussing at their kids or acting like their kids are a huge bother to their personal lives. I just wanna slap people like that. Last night, I spent FOUR HOURS cleaning my neighbor's apartment because DHS came and took her kids and told her if she didn't have her house spotless by in the morning, they were keeping the kids. So, I told her I would help her clean (never been in her house so I didn't know the gravity of the situation) I walked in and was slipping around on the floors bc they were so greasy.There was cig butts all over the floor, dressers, counters, in dishes, in the sink. Omgosh, I get queasy just talking about it. I could not believe she had a 4, 2, and 1 year old living in there. I would not even let my dog sleep in there. I could then see how she got her kids taken away. It's just retarded when you stay home ALL day, don't work, don't have a car to go anywhere, and your house looks like a complete pigsty. Absurd.

ROAR!!!!!! I hate going through this financial aid process! They always "need" additional information right when you think you are about to get your very much needed and well deserved money in the mail, then they wanna email you saying your case is on hold until you fax them your life story.....I have been sitting on hold for like 30 minutes as I type. I thought everything would be fine since I faxed them what they needed yesterday, but no! Of course they need SOMETHING ELSE!! It is almost all worth it though when you get your check and have all the extra money (it would be even better if I didn't have to pay it all back) :) This is getting so rediculous..............

Sunny Side Up

When things don't go exactly how you planned them, it can be quite sucky. I am trying to teach myself how to be a more positive person and look on the bright side of every situation. There are so many things that happen in everyday life (especially when you have kids) that will make you wanna pull your hair out. I am trying to learn how to roll with the punches and make sure my kids have a childhood full of great memories instead of me yelling about them making messes. That is so hard! They say it is better to have happy kids and a dirty house. Is there such a thing as a clean house when you have kids??? Maybe....for like a total of 3 1/2 seconds. I didn't really realize how much my life would change after having kids, but it did. Everyone with kids always said how different life is after kids, but it's a different story when you are actually living it. Your entire day revolves around the kids! But there is no way I would want my life to be any different, or go back to the way it was before I had kids. I can't imagine life without kids now! I feel like I am an old hag after having two kids, but I guess if my husband likes me I am doing pretty good. =P

home life

So. Another day. At the end of everyday I feel like I have been ran over by an 18 wheeler. This day was like any other day. Got up, cleaned, did my schoolwork, messed around on the computer, cooked, cleaned some more....you get the picture. Went to the doc today for the first time in....WAY too many years...Doc said I have a swollen thyroid, I figured something was not right since I have gained 11 pounds in a matter of less than 2 months. My boobs are probably going to explode. Why would anyone willingly get bigger boobs? I would like to trade someone for a size B please. I have homework to do now. Sleep well peepz. Tomorrow is a new day full of new.................................stuff.